time keeps on tickin', into the future

5 days to go until estimated due date. I hate that that date could be off by 2 weeks. This wait is driving me nuts. Not much really to blog about. Some hormonal ups and downs. The heat and wait is kind of making me bitchy towards the man, but I try to keep in check. Sort of slowing down on the baking and nesting as well. I'm packed, the nursery is done, my play list is finished, one car has a car seat. Just have to add kid and stir. Oh, I've decided to see how long I could go without an epidural. May bite me in the ass.

to those before me

Two weeks to go now. Could be as much as four, but there's no way I'm waiting that long! Getting more and more anxious about the pain, about being some one's mother. Got my first Mother's day card in the mail yesterday. From my MIL, made me cry a little bit. Of course, most things do, comes with the territory. Reminded me of my mom. I miss her. I'm getting ready to make my sister's mother's day gift actually. I remember making my mom stuff when I was little to buying her stuff when I got older, to sending her special flowers from where ever it was that I was living. When she passed, I picked it up with my sister, flowers, unusual ones. To all those moms out there, rock on, no matter where you are.